unhappy day...down...

today...I really feel unhappy and hope someone can accompany me,listen to me...Why nobody can understand what i feel now?I have cry for many times but i can't find out the reasons why i cry...I just can say it ---DOWN! I really need someone to talk to me,listen to me...Why life so boring?Sometime,I hope not to be a human because human has too many feeling inside of him...Tired to be a human...I just need someone caring about me...Someone that I love one can understand me...Why he always not appear by my side when I need him?Sometime he has neglect my feeling and what i need...I really hope he can hear what i say now..."YOUR CARING ARE LESS THAN BEFORE,CAN I SAY THAT YOUR LOVE ALSO LESS THAN BEFORE?"

A boring Sunday...

Today is Sunday...but I have nothing to do...Lazy to study because I have just busy for my classworks few days ago...Feel like want to walk around but no one can accompany me...Furthermore,I have to control myself don't buy anything because I have to save money from now....[I have spend too much money for last month...(T-T)]...No one chat with me because they have their own things to do...So boring for today and I rather today is weekday...Boring..Boring..Boring..Boring...So,I decides to sleep for whole day!

Taurus girl...moo moo...

Do you believe in starscope?What starscope you are?Well,i believe in it because i have the character of Taurus...I am a typical Taurus girl...Taureans usually are hardworking and honesty but i don't have so much of hardworking because i am lazy...Haha...but I am as stubborn as Taureans...People normally think that Taureans are stubborn and hard to persuade but Taureans are just persist for what they want only...That`s not false to stand for what you have decided to do,right?Besides,Taureans believe in true love...They will love someone so much if they think he or she is the one of life...Ya,another one of its character is realism...Taureans are reality to face their life...So,don't try to talk something unrealitic to them.They are not bound to hear what you say...Haha...Actually,they like to eat too...Taureans like to eat the famous and tasty foods so much...So,they can spend their time and drive a car to anywhere to find out the delicious foods!

A Busy Week... :(

This week really busy for me...Not only for me but for all my coursemate...Many classworks and the English presention are going on this week.So rush to prepare everything because lack of time.I really feel regret because i don't use my time wisely and even do the revisions as well.Gosh...What should i do for last minutes?Just pray for GOD and do nothing?No...I think i still can do something to it...Put in effort until the end of moments...At least,pass it.Right?I promise myself that not do something again when the final exam coming...Add oil,everyone!\('o')/

Betray...

Have you betray by someone before?I have a bad experience that betray by my friend,i really sad about it...She is my best friend and i love to share my secrets with her.We are old friend to each other,friend for six years...She is a caring girl but she had betray me!She had share my secrets with others include my top secret which is unwanted experience for me... I really can't believe that she can treat me like that...Am i a foolish girl because simply trust others without awakeness?I am so angry and sadness because of this...However,i won't accuse her because she has give me a precious lesson...We are still friend but less contact to each other...So,I won't easily believe in other people anymore because he or she may betray you one day too...Sorry to all my dear friends because i choose to keep my top secrets in mind...But this does not means that i don't trust all of you...I don't want to mention the worst experience again...I hope to forget it forever...Sorry... :(

Fail To Enter Government University Last Year

Since i have failed to enter public university last year,i felt really upset for it.I have ever face the failure before it and i really cannot accept for it.At that time,i really thought that i can enter to public University because i think my STPM result is not so bad.So,by the way,i did not planned to study at other places because it may need to spend too much money and my family were hoping that i can enter the public Univeristy.When i realised that i failed to enter university,my mind was blank and one thing that i just know to do was crying.I really cried for a long time,everything just like darkness!The worse thing in my mind was planning to kill myself but i am not dare to do this because of my family and friends.``Tomorrow is a brand new day``,that`s really encourage me to be no give up of my life...Other thing,i really want to thank my family,friends and a special guy who really take a good care of me...Now,i have my college life which is full with my new friends!! :)