unhappy day...down...

today...I really feel unhappy and hope someone can accompany me,listen to me...Why nobody can understand what i feel now?I have cry for many times but i can't find out the reasons why i cry...I just can say it ---DOWN! I really need someone to talk to me,listen to me...Why life so boring?Sometime,I hope not to be a human because human has too many feeling inside of him...Tired to be a human...I just need someone caring about me...Someone that I love one can understand me...Why he always not appear by my side when I need him?Sometime he has neglect my feeling and what i need...I really hope he can hear what i say now..."YOUR CARING ARE LESS THAN BEFORE,CAN I SAY THAT YOUR LOVE ALSO LESS THAN BEFORE?"